dude this is my new site well i jus started well.....im myself i like to be crazy,dumb,outgoing,n party, i love musiic its my life, ilove heavy metal, i love playing my bass,and guitar, i sing and write my own songs, i love to drink and take pills(bad i know who cares), i LOVE being with my bestfriends forever(brandi,Stacey,Val,Fishy) i love them all, i love piercings and tattoos, i like ppl who love u for who u r, and u see the pics!


   

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Saturday, April 03, 2004
You Dont Want

This is my life
its everything you didnt want
im so confused
i cant believe its happening
I know you dont care
you dont listen
but then i wouldnt listen to someone like me
it is you
dont try and change me
im everything i wanna be
you hate me
you dispise me
but yet i guess i would too
im a thron begging for blood
im the sky its so dark
its the way i like it
dont stop me or advice me
im doing what i want
i wont make dreams their dead

Posted at 11:44 am by hiddensuicide
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Demon Hidden

Im the demon hidden in you
i long for your hate
i taste upon you slits
i drink of your blood
yet im still shady when you around
yet im still a disappearence
you hear my scretches
but you dont feel my pain
neither you listen
a slience comes from within
i feel it building
i hear the cool breeze of your breathing
i feel the stabbing in your veins
the cutting
the crying
im a scared one
i hope you die maybe ill be behind...

Posted at 11:44 am by hiddensuicide
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Live Free

i hate when you all try n change me
i hate when you all hate what i am
i hate when you all dont love me for who i am
what is love now days
its killing everyones inside
you all have no clue
dont change me
dont try and change me
if you do i will turn into something
something you will fear
something you will hate forever
something you hide from
something you will run from
something your gonna always hate
forever
maybe ill be free for you to leave me


Posted at 08:36 pm by hiddensuicide
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16

Its my time
im now 16
sweet 16
im a depressed 16 year old
no one cares im sweet f*cking 16
it was my turn to have fun
be free and live
you had to f*cking ruin
A childs once in a lifetime term of 16
you f*cking ruined it
im already depressed and waiting for death
you only make it worse
i tried to have fun and be happy
you had to ruin it all for me
worst f*cking birthday of my f*cking life
you didnt care for me
you never did and never f*cking will
i cant believe you ruined my inner childs sweet 16
i wish for your f*cking death to come soon
im gonna ruin your life now


Posted at 08:34 pm by hiddensuicide
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Something

We are something your not
We are something you cant imagine
We are something you dream in nightmares
We are something you dont wanna be
We are something you dont wanna see
We are something you dont wanna hear
We are something you will always fear
We are something you hate to feel
We are something you wont be able to kill
We are the one and only pain you hate to deal

Posted at 08:33 pm by hiddensuicide
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Die

i dont know what im doing
why im here
i dont know how to handle all the fear
i hate all
they hate me
i would curl up n die
i wanna take a few souls with me
u all r pathetic
i cant f*cking live with this
i wanna be gone forever
u all will be great when im gone
i know u will
dont play fake and prentend ur sad
i know the f*cking truth
i dont like u liers
i wish u would all die
and rott in f*ckin hell


Posted at 08:29 pm by hiddensuicide
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Tried

i try to be
something i always like to see
i try to tell them
but they dont care enough to listen
Feelings controling me
hearing the thoughts killing me
the way im living
living up to dreams
dream will never come true
you always ruin my life
i try to see
things i try to be
your always there to shadow them over

Posted at 08:28 pm by hiddensuicide
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Monday, February 02, 2004
Our Memories

Our Memories

{VERSE I}
Break in my head
search all u want
please hurry now
my memories of nothing
was something then
but now what am I to live upon
I don’t have anymore bad memories

{CHORUS}
Just watching me from outside
remembering everything you heard
Confusing life with death

Something that happened

Between both edges

{VERSE II}
u were once there
now your gone
now I’m in the real hell
thought it would be bad then
look at what I live with
nothing anyone would care for
I want to disappear

{CHORUS}
Just watching me from outside
remembering everything you heard
Confusing life with death

Something that happened

Between both edges

{VERSE III}
live in my own world
my own people
they know the code (suicide)
its a nice dark home
think of what we had
now were both gone

{CHORUS}
Just watching me from outside
remembering everything you heard
Confusing life with death

Something that happened

Between both edges


Posted at 07:09 pm by hiddensuicide
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Thursday, January 08, 2004
Beyond Past And Future

Beyond Past And Future

 

[VERSE I]

Falling upon the past
some things don’t last...
Some things they don’t show
everyone thinks there just a stone
People don’t understand
Understand why they hide

[CHORUS]
some things in the future are before us

We all know they can last

Letting us be free from what we’ve seen

We heard the future of children and what they will be

 

[VERSE II]

They will never find
Minds are so out of line
Caught into hate and pain
You don’t see its always rain
There’s never a day
We will find the way...


[CHORUS]
some things in the furture are before us

We all know they cant last

Letting us be free from what we’ve seen

We heard the future of children and what they will be

 

[VERSE III]

Searching for the healing

There’s even more of the killing

They know their minds are out of line
they see all the rain

They know there a stone

There’s no great day
we can’t always find our way out

 

[CHORUS]
some things in the future are before us

We all know they cant last

Letting us be free from what we’ve seen

We heard the future of children and what they will be


Posted at 06:34 pm by hiddensuicide
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Here by Gone

Gone

 

[VERSE 1]

Are you here or are you gone?
What should I dream upon?
Leave me hanging In the dark
you leave your mark
walking down the gray road
looking for your life they stole its so
cold.... why did you have to leave?


[CHORUS]

I wish you…

I wish you were here
I wish you…
I wish you were here

I wish you…
 Here


                                                                [VERSE II]
                                                        why does it have to be?
                                             Finding a narrow path Fog covers over
                                                           trees surrounds you
                                                         telling hidden creatures
                                                      how everything is forbidden
                                                    how your so lost in everything
                                                      how everything is a big cost
                                                       how everything is crossed...

                                                              [CHORUS]

I wish you…

I wish you were here
I wish you…
I wish you were here

I wish you…
Here

 

[VERSE III]

Lying in fog
you feel as if your so weightless feel
lifted up I’ve found where you’ve drifted
lying my arms under you
sound of thunder cracks up
i can hear how your life is disclosed

 

[CHORUS]
I wish…

I wish you
I wish…
I wish you

                                                                  I wish…
                                                                   Gone


Posted at 06:31 pm by hiddensuicide
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